Gonna quit the stick again. I managed to stop chain smoking and became a social smoker for two years but relapsed again into chaining again early this year. I'm stopping cos I've lost my stamina since I slowed down on training, I'm just 23 and scientifically, cells are still developing and that once I stop, the lung will automatically heal itself so theoretically, after 10 years or so, my lungs will return to its original healthy state. I gotta admit that I got addicted to the nicotine stick. But its not the nicotine that kills... its the 20mg of tar that comes with every stick. So in a kinda fucked up way, it's the tobacco company's way of killing people softly. Anyway, exams are coming pretty soon and I was supposed to quit after the exams to prevent the withdrawal effects. I have sinus and generally, I will get pretty sick when I do actually stop smoking. However I was really looking forward to quitting and I made the decision after one sleepless night to quit. It is abrupt and I have no idea what will happen to me but I am prepared to do whatever to get back my healthy life and reach my training goals by my birthday in September. Hope Nicorette works in cutting my nicotine cravings.
On the lighter note, I'm saving up to setup my own gym set at home so I can skip the need to go to the gym to train...
:D
"DO NOT OPEN this till you reach back home okay?"
"Ok..." *shake*shake*
"KEEP IT ASIDE!"
"Ok Ok! It's food right? You made it?"
"umm.. sort of..."
"Okaaayyyy... thanks yeah! *muahs"
Rushes back home, opens the door and runs to kitchen. Looks like cake from the outside. Cool! She baked a cake for me! Opened it and...
wow...
its not just any cake...
its a special heart cake!
I was stoked... speechless... awed...
HAPPY SECOND MONTHASARY BABY!!!
That cake made my months!!!! Love you so much sweetheart!
ps:voxpeepsreallysorryfornotupdatingthebloglatelybeenuptosomanyassignmentsandworkiforgottentodomydutyasagoodvoxer.tonnesoflovetoy'all!
Happy 75th birthday gramps!! Love you lots papa!!
For you!
I'm sorry I have to say it but you look like you're sad
Your smile is gone; I've noticed it bad
The cure is if you let in just a little more love
I promise you this, a little's enough
The art...
The artist...
Bored in class...
Cafeteria massacre...
