6 posts tagged “love”
Another compilation of chillouts that sets me in a trance-like state. I bet with the help of a lil pot, they'll be the best tunes in the world. Very oriental and very natural. I loved them and they've always been what I turned to when I'm just out of things to listen to on Winamp.
By the way, I prefer Winamp to Windows Media Player or Itunes simply because they have features that I like. The enqueue feature rocks, and theres this lyrics plugin thingy I installed last year. Coolness...
These past couple of days has been refreshing in so many ways. Both physically and emotionally. First of July was Dear's birthday. I decided to come up with a multi stage act of love called Projekt Manikure. Not gonna go into the details of Projekt Manikure but the project was perfect except for a couple unavoidable setbacks. Anyway, it really was the thought that mattered and I really wanted to make her happy in any way I can... I happen to be madly in love with her you see...
Went to Lambir National Park on Friday. The plan was to go on a roadtrip to the Tattoo Convention in Sibu but time constraint kept us from goin there so we decided to check out the second waterfall in Lambir. It's a 1.2 kilometer hike up and down hills. Nature trails are just too sweet to let go. Here's a butterfly shadow... it was superbly coloured and this shot really does not reflect the beauty. But it is quite a nice shot. Taken from the opposite side of the sun...
Some random shots of the view. Graffiti even in the forest? Some people just cant take their fuckin hands off mother nature. Stumbled across many other graffitis. Sluggy squishy hairy caterpillar...
Some pictures are just too good to minimize and mix with the rest. The organization of these ants are just freakily cool! There are soldier ants all along the line and they form the wall of the path for the worker ants. It was really cool to see that they worked so damn hard. Encountered like around five of these highways crossing our paths. I'm sure there are more... Might have squished some of them... *gulp*
Darling taking pics with her birthday present from her parents! A brand new digicam! Something tells me she's gonna spend a lot of quality time with her newfound baby!
The reason.
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Been busy with so many things lately. Had to take over Aylwin's duties as President for Student Council and a lot of things have to be done. Never knew that he'd have to do so many things. Might as well take a break from studies to do the job. Anyway, training has been f*cked too. Mental fatigue has taken its toll really badly and I wake up overslept everyday. Started going back to karate training as well. That's practically the only training I'm doing. Gotta burst the bubble and push it again. Tomorrow.
Meanwhile, darling has been inspiring me to create many recipes. I was partially inspired by a chocolate fudge back when I was a kid. It was the most... orgasmic feeling I had then! In the search for that particular fudge, I modified a bit of darling's brownie recipe and came up with a dark chocolate brownie. A little healthier than the original recipe as I cut down the sugar in the recipe and flaxseed was in it too. Will try to create a fudgy brownie again soon. I love cooking food I love. In fact I already have the recipe in mind I'm gonna call it Fuckin Fudge Fuck!
Here it goes:
Fuckin Fudge Fuck
Ingredients:
- 2 cups milk
- 1 block Cooking Chocolate
- 4 tbsp Condensed Milk
- 2 tbsp Honey
- 1 tbsp Vanilla extract
- 100 gm Almond flakes
- 150 gm cookies (preferably Famous Amos Choc Chips or Butterscotch)
- 2 tbsp flaxseed
- 600 ml Cream (1 packet)
Method:
1. Crush cookies and mix with almond flakes and flaxseed.
2. Heat the milk over very low fire. Add in the cooking chocolate, condensed milk, honey, and vanilla extract.
3. Mix the chocolate mixture with the cream.
4. Mix them all with the cookies till perfectly mixed. Place in a baking pan.
5. Put in freezer for 2 hours. Move to fridge to keep chilled. Mixture should not be hardened.
6. Dig in with a spoon!
"DO NOT OPEN this till you reach back home okay?"
"Ok..." *shake*shake*
"KEEP IT ASIDE!"
"Ok Ok! It's food right? You made it?"
"umm.. sort of..."
"Okaaayyyy... thanks yeah! *muahs"
Rushes back home, opens the door and runs to kitchen. Looks like cake from the outside. Cool! She baked a cake for me! Opened it and...
wow...
its not just any cake...
its a special heart cake!
I was stoked... speechless... awed...
HAPPY SECOND MONTHASARY BABY!!!
That cake made my months!!!! Love you so much sweetheart!
ps:voxpeepsreallysorryfornotupdatingthebloglatelybeenuptosomanyassignmentsandworkiforgottentodomydutyasagoodvoxer.tonnesoflovetoy'all!
Happy 75th birthday gramps!! Love you lots papa!!
For you!
I'm sorry I have to say it but you look like you're sad
Your smile is gone; I've noticed it bad
The cure is if you let in just a little more love
I promise you this, a little's enough
Made this specially for you...
Said I'd do it and I did it...
I love you dear...
...lots~
The almighty fuck up season has started. Things start going wrong. Time has not been playing its part well. I've been saying the wrong things at the wrong time. Feeling stupid so many times. Stress and work caving in on me. I need to take things slowly and forget the fuckin world. Been strategizing every day like a battle plan. Formulating my next moves and what else to do. Things go as planned and some are really good but the unplanned moments are full of shit. I really need time out. I need to hang on to something...
You can tell that classes were a fuckin drag. Doodle anythin...
Vanessa's birthday on the 3rd of April. Absolut Raspberri is sweet. Salleh was high. Cuban quitted the singles club.
My time out. Refreshing.
Love you dear...
Come to think of it, it wasnt that bad.
If I could turn back time, I wont...
for you.
Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game...
Its the 7th day of depression for me. I wonder what the world has in store for me. Everything is kinda confusing for now. The logic behind what is really going on? What really happened that day? The day everything fell apart. What is it that I really want? What is it that's waiting for me at the end of the tunnel? Why does it all fall into place like this? Has it all been planned that way?
It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't have too much to say
'Cause this is just a game...
Everyday, I don't really question why it has to happen this way. I know damn well why it happens. But it happens so abruptly. The wagon braked so sudden and I was flung out into space head first into the yellow brick road. The dizziness comes first, followed by the mental pain and like Marque said, the body feels the physical dread and pays the toll of the mind. I've been immersed into 12 hour sleeps lately. To be precise, these three days. Upon waking up, I find that I never really want to wake up. I want to close my eyes and sleep forever. Let the end of it all engulf me for now.
You know enough to know the way
Six billion people just one name
I found tomorrow in today
Apocalyptic and insane,
My dreams will never change
You wanna be the one in control
You wanna be the one who's alive
You wanna be the one who's old
It's not a matter of luck,
It's just a matter of time...
When I arise, I will come back stronger than before. That time, all regrets will be gone. I will look back watching myself fall so bad. Picking up the pieces of my soul, I'd remould them again. I'd built myself taller than I was. I know nothing I say would change anything. Fate and destiny allowed us to meet, the same fate and destiny allowed us to part. If I were to question why we ended, I might as well question why we came to be.
We both want to achieve something in our lives. I have only begun the ascent of achievement. I bid you success in your pursuit for achievement and a better life in the future. It hurts to know that it has to end this way though...
